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mukeshsuja5550.peperonity.net
22.10.2013 10:30 EDT
Dil Se Khel Gai Wo – KrishnaDear friends, Mera naam krishna haiaur mai ab 21 year ka hu dosto mujheaapki help ki jarurat hai pls meri helpkare ki mai apna future aur pariwar kosamhal saku.mai pichle 3-4 mahino setanav me chal rha hu maine ishasebahar aane ki har kosis ki par sabbekaar, pta nhi kyo mai ushey bhulnhi paa rha hu jab ki na to wo mujhedekna pasand karti hai aur na to baatkarti hai phir bhi mai har din uskaintzaar karta hu ki sayad wo kuchmujhse bol de ya phir wo mere paaslaut aaye yahi karte karte 4 monthhone ko hai aur din raat mai ushi kebaare me sochta rehta hu aur rotarehta hu. mere pyar ki suruwat kuchish tarah se hui. Aaj se karib 4-5 saalpahle ki baat hai jab mai delhiaaya,mere room ke bagal me hi worehti hai jiska naam neelam hai, wodikhne me khubsurat thi aur frankbehave ki thi mai ushe bachpan se hilike karta tha par jab mai delhichorkar apne gaao gya tha ush timehum kaphi chote they par jab mai kaisaalo ke baad wapas lauta to wo ab 17saal ki ho gai thi, mai ushe like kartatha par mujhe pta chala ki wo apni higali ke vishal naam ke ladke se uskifriendship hai, to maine apne kadamrok liye maine na to ushase najaremilayi aur na hi kabhi baat karne kikosis ki mai apne job aur future kebaare me hi socha karta tha ish bichme mera na to koi dost tha na himaine kisi ladki se friendship karne kikosis ki thi.aise hi 2 saal bit gaye, ishibich neelam ka bhai laptop kharid karlaya par wo ushey use karna nhi jantethey mujhe computer ki jankari thi towo mujhe bulakar le gaye aur ishtarah se hamari baatchit suru hui, aurdheere dheer wo meri taraf aakrsithone lagi par mai darta tha ki kahi yebhi baki ladkiyo ki tarah cheat na karemujhe ladkiyo se nafarat si ho gaithi.2-3mahine gujar jane ke baad womujh se kaphi frank ho gai aur khulkarbaate karne lagi aur ek din ushnemujhe bola ki mai aapko like karti huaur aapke saath friendship karnachahti hu maine mna kar diya do wothora upset ho gai phir wo mujhekehne lagi ki tum ghamndi ho aur najane apne aapko kya samjhte ho.phirwo udaas si rehne lagi aur baat bhinhi karti thi maine kha ki tumpachtaogi to ushne kha ki mai nhi tumpachtaogey phir ek do din baadmaine bhi uski friendship accept kar liaur maine ushey promis liya ki tumkisi bhi haalat me mera saath nhichodogi to ushne mujhse waade kiyeaur kha kuch bhi ho jaye mai tumharasaath kabhi nhi chorongi… Mai kaphikhus tha ki mujhe ek dost mil gai haijisase mai apne dil ki baate share karsakta hu, bich me mere aas paas waledosto ne mujhe ushsey dur rehne keliye bola aur kha ki tu sidha shada auraccha ladka hai ishliye dost hone kiwajah se teri bhalai ke liye tujhe kehrhe hai ki tu ushasey dur reh kyoki wobharose layak ladki nhi hai wo bastime paas karti hai aur apna kaamnikaalti hai un logo ne uske affair kebaare me bataya ki usane kai ladko kodhokha diya hai aur ek din tujhe bhidhoka degi par na jane kyo mera dilkeh rha tha ki nhi wo mere saath aisakuch bhi nhi karegi aur sayad logmera aur uska aapas me baat karnaunhey bura lagta ho ishliye kahaniyabana rhe hai. mai uske baare me kuchbhi galat nhi sun sakta tha ishliye maiuski khatir apne sabhi dosto sedheere dheere dur hone laga aurapna sab kuch ushey maan liya.Dheere dheere humari dosti pyar mebadal gai aur valentine day ke dinushne mujhe gift diye aur i love youbola maine bhi apane dil ki baat bol diaur kha ki mai to tumhe bachapan sehi pyar karta hu aur karta rahungauske baad 1-2 hapte to sab thik thapar na jaane kyo ek din uski call aayiaur boli ki hume yahi par ruk jaanachahiye humare baare me sabhi logjaan gaye hai aur tumhari wajah semera future kharab ho jayega meripadhai chut jaayegi,meri to jaisejubaan hi band ho gai.maine kuch nhibola aur meri aankho me anayas hiaansu nikal pade maine socha agarmeri wajah se uska future kharab horha hai to mai ab ushey baat nhikarunga aur jab mai room par gya tokhud ko room ke andar kaid kar liyamai 3-4 dino tak bahut kam baharniklata tha wo paresaan hone lagiphir mujhse dekha nhi gya to maibaahar aa gya…phir sab normal ho gyapar pta nhi kyo mujhe ush par sakhone laga tha. kyoki suruwaat me woroj phone aur message karti thi par2-3 mahino me hi call aani kam hogayi aur hud to tab ho gai jab uskaphone 4-4 dino tak nhi aata tha aurjab mai call karta to bolti thi ki dost sebaat kar rhi thi kabhi kabhi to meranumber recive nhi karti aur phone offkar deti ish tarah se humare bich meduriya aane lagi humare bhich me tu-tu mai mai hoti par mai ushe mna letatha aur wo maan jati thi… Lekin hud totab ho gai jab mere papa aur uskebhai ke bhich me kuch kha suni hogai, ushi din se wo mujhse najarepherane lagi mai paresaan ho gya aurkai baar kosis ki ushsey baat karne kipar wo raazi nhi hui, mai dipretion merehne laga maine uski saheli serequest kiya ki ek baar mujhse baatkar le par nhi ki maine calls kiye parreply nhi kiya aur jab mujhse rha nhigya to maine direct uske paas jakarbol diya ki tum mujse baat kyo nhi karrhi ho aakhir wajah kya hai to ushneybola ki tum paagal ho kya kyo pichelage ho ye sunte hi mere pairo talejameen kisak gai, meri aankho meaansu aa gaye mai bhagta huya ekantme gya aur khub roya aur ek baatdimaag me garh kar gai ki aakhirwajah kya hai mujhe corne ka aurmaine kya galti kar di jo ab wo mujsenafrat karne lagi hai… Din raat mujheuski yaade paresaan karari hai auruske saath bite huye palo ko yaadkarke mai rota rehta hu, mujhe najaane kyo aaspas aur garhwalo seristedaaro se bhi mai dur ho gya hubas akele rehta hu aur kisi se baat nhikarta mai ye jaanta hu ki jo mai karrha hu wo galat hai par mai khud korok nhi paa rha hu..Meri aankhey bahrjaati hai jab yaad aate hai uske kiyehuye waade, kabhi akele na chordene ki kasam aur mere liye wo kisnaparesaan rehti thi kya wo sab jhuththa, suru suru me wo mere liye uskautawlapan jab tak wo mujhe dekh nhileti thi wo bechain rehti thi raat kosone se pahle wo mujhe dekhti jabtak mai uhey na dekh lu aur wo mujhetab tak hum kabhi nhi soye they paraaj wo itna change ho gai hai ki mujedekhte hi wo room ke andar chalijaati hai aur baahar nhi aati wo logoke saath khus rehti par jaise hi mujhedekhti hai uski muskaan khatam hojaati hai uska behave dekh kar mai abuske saamane kam hi jaata hu par maiusko dekhe bina khud ko rok nhipaata hu logo ne kha ki agar ushetujhse pyar hai to tu usasey dur ho jaawo khud chalkar aayegi par mai khudko ushase ek se do din bhi dur nhi karpaata aur kisi na kisi bahane se ushkiek jhalak paane ke liye mai baaharganto baitha rehta hu… dheeredheere wo ab bilkul change ho gai haiaur mai bhi andar se bilkul tut chukahu aur mai uska intzaar karte kartethak gya hu ab mai kya karu ab mujhena to pahle jaise dimaag me vichaaraate hai ki life me kuch karu aur na topadhai me man lagta hai aur na hi jabme bas din aate hai jate hai kuch ptahi nhi chalta kyoki 24 houre ushi kibaate andar hi andar khate pite kaamkarte bas wo hi yaad aati rehti hai…mai pahle ki tarah se chalna chahta hukuch karna chahta hu , mai jeenachahta hu aur kaamyaabi haasil karnachahta hu, mai kosis karta hu par jaisehi uske khyal dimaag me aate hai maitut ke bhikhar jaata hu aur phir seniche gir jaata hu mai kya karu plshelp me…mujhe raasta dikhaye maiaapka zindgi bhar aap logo kaaehsaanmand rahunga…


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