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Dharma Bhattarai's love story!!

11.02.2014 22:34 EST
This is my love story .u people are so lucky , at least u can announcing your love someone., but I cant , because she isn’t more. anyway but I want share u people .so read and share as u can..hare is my story……………. Life has three big reasons to live…. Past, present and future. Every person is born with a destiny; I too was born with a destiny. But the problem is I don’t know what my destiny is. May be my readers can help me out. So here it goes…. I got very much tensed that time .because u did not pik up my call. A week was about to pass but she didn’t make any reply to my calls. I didn’t understand what wrong I have done. Exams were near but I was unable to concentrate on my studies. The exams are so close that I can’t even bunk my classes and go to meet her. Those days I really feel that love really hurts a lot. As I didn’t get any reply to my calls I thought o f concentrating on my studies as the exams were very near. I started attending to my classes and also started preparing for my exams. Just made my mind ignore what was going on the other side. But on the other side the scene was little different. As I was very upset those days my friend told Jagdeep about me and hearing that Jagdeep went to her. He asked her that why she was not answering to my calls. She told him that I have made a promise to her that until and unless I will not earn of my own I will not buy anything with my parents money but I didn’t keep my promise. ..She also said that she knew that I love her a lot but she never thought that I would ever make a false promise to her. Jagdeep was aware that how I have arranged the money but I told him not to say anything to her. But that idiot was a true friend of mine and told her everything because he can’t see me sad as we were childhood friends. Well guys I need to commit the truth now. The truth is that the night when I returned from the fair, I was unable to sleep just thinking that how I could earn that dress for her of my own. But finally in the morning I figured the way out. Before during my school days I was not at all good in studies but yet I managed to score well. Somewhere it was only her because of whom I made it possible. If I see from a different way then it was just her who helped me to prove myself and my parents that I was not a useless person. A person without self confidence can do nothing. It’s the main wealth of a person and I gained my self confidence just because of her. The computer which I was awarded was earned by my own. I went to a computer shop and sold the computer for 8000 rupees and bought her the dress. Hearing that she burst into tears and asked Jagdeep to take her to me at that moment. The whole way she her tears were falling and then when they reached Jagdeep asked to wait in a restaurant near the highway. Actually it was a couple’s restaurant. It used to have cabin for couples so that they can date peacefully. Anyways she was waiting there for me and Jagdeep came over my college to pick me up. I just came out after my class and get surprised to see him. He told me the whole thing and I was very happy that see came to see me. I hurriedly went with him to the restaurant. I came inside the restaurant and saw her waiting for me. As soon as she saw me her eyes filled with tears but still she managed to give a smile. I felt like she was happier to see me then me. Se sat beside me and for a while she was just looking in my eyes. I asked her that why she not receving was my calls and also told her that I missed her very much. She came close to me put her hand on my face and said “ How could you be so stupid?” and kissed me on my forehead … “ How could I hurt you?” and kissed me on my eyes… “ How could I love you so much?” and kissed me…………… on my lips. She was kissing me and my eyes closes and I could feel her tears on my face. I wiped her face and said her that I love her and she said “Today I promise you that my love will be always with you till the end and after that” and hugged me tightly. I was always confused with the word ‘love’ but at that moment when she was hugging me I came to know what love actually was. Love is a feeling which you can’t express but it is something for which people can breathe, people can smile, People can live and people can die. We were deeply in love. I have never read any love stories neither I have seen any to its end. I don’t know what our end was but those days I felt that it doesn’t have any end. People say that don’t love any one who don’t love you but love the one who loves you. But for me you can’t be happy if a person loves you a lot but you don’t love that person. It’s a feeling which you can’t create of your own. Now a days people choose their partners first with their qualities and then they decide to fall in love but it’s not real. That’s why relationships and breakups are very common nowadays. She asked me not to contact her during my exams. I told her that I will call her after my exams will get over. Her exams will be over 3 days before my exams get over. So after that day I started preparing for my exams with full speed. The atmosphere changed everywhere. Every body was busy preparing for the exams. Some were studying hard and some was doing their level best in preparing cheating papers but as a whole everybody was working hard for the exams. I used to be a very expert cheater in the exam hall and nobody had ever caught me. My preparation was not well but I stopped thinking of cheating. Some sudden changes came inside me. I felt like I have become a good boy. All my naughtiness came to an end. Before I tried to be a good boy whenever I get scolding from my parents or my teachers but I have never succeeded. So I thought that a dogs tail can’t be straight and that’s why I also can’t be a good boy but now I felt like I came to know the truth and the truth was that I have changed because I was not a dog. I am a human being. The exams finally ended and I was very happy to call her that day. I knew that she has been waiting for my call. After the exams I went to the pco and called her but she didn’t answer to my call. Next day I again tried to call her but she didn’t answer to my call. I was worried once again. I asked Jagdeep to go to her uncles place and ask about her. She went and came to know that the new girl was sick during the exam days and that’s why she went to her parents as soon as the exams got over. I felt like I need to go to see her but I don’t even knew the address. I became totally helpless, the only thing I could do at that moment is to wait for her. I was waiting and waiting but I didn’t hear anything from her. Two month passed away but I was still waiting. Then one day Harpreet told me that the new girl has sent me a letter to her address. Hearing that I became excited. I hurriedly went to her and brought that letter. Locked my room and started reading the letter. Well she send me a gift in that letter. It was the first and the last day I read that letter. I read the letter once but after that I could never read that letter. But today as I need to write what was written in that letter I will write it down in my own words but still I can’t read that letter. So below I will express her words in my own words. Hey, It’s been a long time I saw you but still it seems like you are close to me always. I know I have hurt you but I will not feel sorry for that because I am ready to accept your punishment. Sweetheart I need to say you something very important today. I am very much lucky that I meet you. You were the only who made me know what love means, How it feels. People struggled for whole life but they didn’t find their true love but I am very lucky in this matter. The days which we spend just smiling at each other were the most beautiful days of my life. Whenever I see you I feel as if God gifted me my eyes only to see you. People say that when people die they went to heaven or hell but each and every feeling of yours which made me smile was like a feeling in Heaven. I was afraid to show you my love. I was wrong… when I see the dress today I feel like an angel. You made me feel very much special. I never got a chance to express my love because I was afraid but the truth is, each and every breathe of mine was only for you. After my exams got over I fell sick and I returned home to my parents. I went to see a local doctor and he said that I am suffering from malaria and prescribed me some medicine. I knew if you came to know about it you will get depressed and I can’t see you sad. I was just waiting to get well soon and come to you as soon as possible. But day by day I was getting weaker. The doctor made some tests and found that I was also suffering from jaundice. I saw the truth in their face that’s why I wrote this letter to you. I could have called you, I really wanted to hear you but i will not be able accept my end If I hear your voice. But today if something happened to me there will be a smile till the end. In this life you loved me more then I deserve that’s why I don’t have any complain to God. Dear, wherever may be I go, my love will come to you one day but you have to make a last promise that till then you will not lose your hope. I made a promise to you that my love will be always there for you till the end and after, so my love will return back to you to keep my promise. You are a very brave boy. I know you will keep my words. You know what? Whenever I miss you, I used to close my eyes and I see you because you were inside me. If I die then I will die with a smiling face because when I will close my eyes for the last time I will see you. I told my mother that If I die then I want to wear the dress you gave me and get buried. I wrote this letter and asked my mother to post it if I die. Today if you are reading this letter then It means that I am no more in this world. But it doesn’t mean that our love came to an end. My love will return back to you and till then you can’t be weak. I love you. This was what she wrote in that letter. Words are changed but her feeling are constant. Life has three big reasons to live but this ...

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