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Ek Sabak (ek nai zindagi)

EK NAYI ZINDAGI KI SHURUWATH.
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Najane kiyun aaj bister se udhne ko dil nahi chata hai. Phir ek dosra din , hamesha ki tharha shuru hogaya. Phir aaj mujeh office jana hai. Subhu ke dus baj gayai hain, magar meri chaaya kahan hai.? Kiya phir aaj mujeh office late jana hoga? Ajeeb baat hai ke koyi nazar nahi aata hai. Aakir subh kahan chala gaya hain. Eh awazen kahan se arahi heen.? Magar mere kamreh ke bhar hujum kiyun jamah hai. Eh koch roh rahe hain aur koch chub chub kadeh hain. Kiya baat hai ke mujeh neeche leta diya hai zameen par ? Ajeeb baat hai. Mujeh Koch Koch yaad araha hai ke raat ko mere dil mein dard hua tha aur uska baat mujeh Koch yaad nahi raha. Sirf achhi neendh agayi thee. “Aare main yahan hoon” Maine zor se chillaya. Magar kisine nahi suna. Meri beewi, mere bache sub kahan heen? Mere Maa aur Baap ? Aare who sub thu dosre kamere main heen. Koyi roh raha hai Koyi tasali deh rah hai. Kiya koyi mar gaya hai? Meri beewi bhi roh rahi hai. Woh bhot gamzada lag rahi hai. Mera chotta bacha bhi roh rah hai. Magar meri koyi nahin suntha hai. Mein bache ko piyar karna chahata hoon. Meri beewi bhi aaj bhot khubsurath lag rahi hai. Mere maa aur baap mere liya dua kar rahe heen. Aur mein unka shukriya ada karna chahata hoon. Mere dost bhi yahan hain. Mujeh unka shukeriya ada karna hai ke hamesha ki tharha who sub mojuod hain jub mujeh unki jaroorat hai. Mujeh unse mafi bhi mangi hai ke mein hamesha un se dhor bhagthe rah jub unko meri jaroorat thi. Magar koyi suntha nahi hai. Kiyun? Kiya mein hi waqi mar gaya hoon? Mujeh bhi rona aah raha hai. Aye Allah. Mein hamesha aapne aap me magan rehtha tha. Tera naam nahi liya. Namaz bhi nahi pardih. Zikr bhi nahi kiya. Khabi kisi ki madad nahi ki .Hamesha paise ke pheeche bagtha rah. Mere Allah meri madad kar. Mein roh padah. Aye mere Allah. Beshek Tuhi Malik e Mukthar hai. Rozi Tuhi dehta tha magar mein eh samaj tha rah ke meine kamaya hai. Aye Mere Allah Mujeh koch aur din deh ke mein seedhi raha par chalu. Teri bandage karun. Meri beewi ko, Maa aur Baap ko kosh rek sakun. Unse piyar karun. Dostun se maafi mang loon. Meri beewi kitne khubsoorath lag rahi hai aur aur mera chotta bacha bhi. Sirf ek aur bar mujeh zindagi deh ke mere beta ko piyar karna hai. Maa aur Baap ki kidamat karna hai. Dostun ke saath acha suluk karna hai. Mere Allah sirf ek bar meri sun le. “Tum kiyun chilla rahe ho?” Meri beewi ne pucha.”Kiya koyi bura khawab dehka?” Shukr Allhamdullah . Mein sirf soya hoya tha. Eh sirf ek khawab tha. Meri beewi wahan thi aur sun bhi sakthi thi. Eh meri zindagi ka bhetherin koshi ka lamha tha. “ Mein tum se bhot piyar kartha hoon”Mein aapni beewi se lapat padah “Tum duniya ki behtharin beewi ho” Phir mein ne dil hi dil mein Allah ka shukr ada kiya. Ya Allah dosre mauqa ka shukirya Aur dil mein pukka iradah kiya ke hamesha Maa Baap, Beewi aur bachun se piyar karunga. Dostun se aacha suluk karunga. Allah ki bandage, ibadath, zikr and shukr karunga. Ya Allah Tu hamesha mujeh nek raha par chala. Ab bhi waqt hai ke purani batun ko bhol kar tuaba karlu aur ek nayi zindagi shruh karu. Ek nek aur aacha insan ban kar huquq- ul- Allah aur huquq- ul- ibadhat ekthiar karlu. Allah Subhanahu Ta’ala hamesha rahm karne wala hai.


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