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Diary 24th june 09

So, yesterday i began my quest to be thin instead of fat. I have a food addiction which means i go over the top with food and struggle to control how much i eat so by avoiding food when i can i hope to overcome this addiction and lose weight. My weight as yesterday was 15st 5lbs. Huge, disgusting, ugly. I had a successful day yesterday. Did not eat a thing until i got home, my boyfriend was home so i had to eat with him or he would have been too curious and asked questions i didnt want to answer. I cut down my portion size so i didn't have too much and it seems to be working. Today my weight is 15st 2lbs. I have to do this cos i am miserable being fat, and i know my boyfriend finds me less attractive. Because i know this i hate it when he touches my fat bits and our bedroom is currently just a place to sleep. When i lose a couple of stones i will feel more confident about my body but my goal is 10 stones. I hate being fat and ugly, i long to be thin and beautiful.

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