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~ The problem with heaven ~

when i watch an old lady lying on the bed,can't move waiting their last glimpse of sunlight. I cant help thinking...what its like to be in dying age? Are they ready to leave their world behind?, are they already fulfilled? or are they still fighting or holding on to something unfinish? what it is like standing infront of my CREATOR?

I never used to understand that only believers who longed to go to heaven. To me, it is a PLACE where not to only the CREATOR who would know all and see all, but friends and family,too.

Im imagining standing outside of the theatre reading the board saying "NOW SHOWING, THE UNCENSORED VERSION OF MY LIFE, COME ON, COME ALL, FREE COKE AND POPCORN"

I imagined walking, nervous breaking,so dim, only light from an exit sign and other direction where you can see inside of the cinema are visible to my naked eye. and all of a sudden a screen comes to life. featuring my life, UNCUT...and i can see now my family, relatives,friends, peoples who matters to me,my peers, people i used to made fun of, all the people i used to criticized,my neighbor i used to mingled with....eating freevees.

All of a sudden, i heard a big voice saying "WE'VE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU?, NOW IS THERE ANYTHING YOU WISH TO SAY?"
i imagining my legs are shaking,goosebumbs all over my body,wants to puke,as a jumble of ugly and dirty scenes flashed before my mind,swallowed hard. I weakly say, "WHAT'S MY VERDICT".

then i came to my senses...

*** Heaven is an inspiring place, but you won't find God there. As vast and spiritual realm can be, it can never contain an infinite GOD.

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