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>>> Lifting the COVER <<<

~~SPUNK~~


" Do you always have to MESS everything up"? I reckon saying after the outburst subsided.

I can't explain myself lately...one moment, i feel so mad, which i couldn't explain why...IM confused, im totally out of reason, and its not an excused what i just made!

funny! maybe i am a little bit bitchy, when it comes to this SPECIAL guy!..lol

"do i feel sorry, for what i've done?"...maybe I AM..

the reason:
becoz, i am totally coward, im scared, CONFUSE,...i don't trust myself to anyONE <opposite sex>..becoz i am frightened that if i do,show my feelings...it would turn everything into a LIE. I always put boundaries, resentment, i distance myself.
But deep inside me, Its like A FLAME READY TO BURST, and succumb everything needs to grab.

I thought maybe this ONE is for real...but i am wrong, He let go of the STRING,which he supposed to be holding on for me...

<<sigh>>..That answer does not come quick!...one thing is certain,MAYBE I am FALLING to the wrong ONE!

oh, well, i could not take back, what had happen...maybe i'll change for the better and let go,trust and learn... becoz, everything we do means SACRIFICE,its a GAMBLE and be ready to get hurt, and laugh about it after...

maybe this time i'll bring a CHIPS___roll the dice! bahala na si batman(';)
2 Comments:
When u fall in love, u really dnt knw why n' when. Why be scared? Face it, do wht u thnk u shld do and, let it roll, lol! u're ryt whn u say be prepared 2b hurt, learn frm it. Dat way u'l get tougher nxt time n' u'l grow more wid lots of cnfidnce.
13.04.2007 12:04 EDT,
i just read "lifting the cover"..its very YOU..u menti0ned cowardice,resentment,confusi0n, etc etc...time will c0me that u'l back and say to urself " buti n lng di ko ginawa un"...and u will be relieved..put back the cover once m0re..when s0me0ne lifts it,i h0pe it would be him..forget batman!!
13.03.2007 13:40 EDT,


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