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Although I have jotted down minute details of the events that took place through out the year of 2010. The event that eventually broke up my intense relationship with my girlfriend of six years, for whom I had to face many unpleasant incidents and remarks. I originally intended to write the events that took place in the year of 2006 but, later on change my plan to start with the events that rocked my quiet world with a big thud.

The new year of 2011 had started with a dull mood for me, as it was just couple of days after my break up with Xena, my girlfriend of six years. On January 2nd, I had shaved my head and did the funeral of my souls as it was dead by then. Shaving my head was an extreme step for me, as I had designated myself as the modified version ME2.0 like we designate software to represent different versions.

During the last week of January, I had tried to date two girls one of my batchmate and another is an anchor and copy writer of a local sattelite channel, but I couldn't erase her memory, Xena was too deeply rooted inside me to be successfully erased and it was an abortive event to clean and sanitise me!

Well, sometimes dating really refreshes mind as well as mood too, but the case here was a bit complicated and the future course of my actions were not defined well to adopt an efficient strategy. Where as I couldn't really marry my batchmate, the copywriter whom I have dated for few days was too much caring and it started to suffocate me in the first place. On the other hand, Xena was trying hard to enjoy her newly found life free from all the obligations. She went to bar, to discos and pubs, went to late night parties which were anathema to her while she was with me. She thought this is the real life.Now, I can understand her perspectives too, but life betrayed her once again and she was stranded on the middle of nowhere!

Anyway, during the last week of January, 2011; I have decided to marry and asked my mother to search a suitable bride for me! What an irony of my situation! At last I was prepared for my arranged marriage. So, everything was going as per the situation, and my mother asked me to come home and see the girl they choosed for me. She was a beautician residing in a nearby colony. So, during the first week of February I went to my home to have a formal meeting with the prospective bride.

Next day we went there to formally meet them, they were a nice family but I was not impressed by the girl. Her intelligence level was not matching with me, I mean to say that her learning capability was not enough to catch me and definitely it will motivate me to seek an extra marital relationship and I was deadly against that as I was sure of Xena that she would seek to revive our relation once her illusion with ultra modern life-style vaporized and that would make her lonely enough to seek my company for her own amusement. Till then, I was her ultimate defence against the bad world around us! But, our breakup definitely would expose her to the shenanigans of modern thugs.

Time and time again, I tried to make her understood about the inherent psycho patterns of different people, but she didn't listen to my suggestions.

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