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letter to my love

Dear Martine
How much i miss you only you know.
nearly 26 years passed by since you left me.
Every day,every minute,every second of those years where filled up with pain and lonelyness.
No sense of life,no reason to go on,no nothing.
Believe me,i tried hard to start again,to build something newbut i failed a milion times.
How can i start something without the most important part of myself?
A car without engine cannot run.
Me without you it's the same cause you are my engine.
The only thing i learned in these years is to hate life every day a bit more.
Money,ignorance,mental insanity,war,that's what modern life is made of.
Even priests start to lie about god to make money.
Destiny condamned me to live in this hell where sentiment is a crime but as i've been kicked around since i was born the hits in the face don't hurt me anymore.
What really hurts is that silence around me,the lonelyness inside and the certainess that my star will never rise because the only possibility to win is with you on my site.
How long again the wise moon will see me cry?
Love u forever

---<-(@ @)->---

your Matt

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