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Wednesday July 2 2014: Adam never had a religion.

He had a relationship with God and Jesus came to restore that relationship. [Patrick Groves]

5:00am Alarm. Set again for 5:30am
5:17am Set alarm on 'off'
5:27am After 10 mins of consideration [about her] I stir out of the bed.
5:32am Am up, and opening the windows of the house etc., after adding something to yesterday's page.
5:47am Am in the bathroom.

I realize, that even though she robs me of sleep, somehow, talking to her inspires and stirs me in the morning to get going earlier. Even so, in my mind, I'm going to try and think of the friendship as over. I'm not going to call her or send her any texts. As she says she does not love me (as much as I love her? I'm not sure she said the latter); she says she's sure there are other women who love me and would appreciate the love I have them (yet she would lie - for it must be a lie - that she would want to make love to me). Its a dead-end street, even for friendship. So I'm not going down that street but if she calls me though, I will turn back.

6:40am Just finished answering a WhatsApp message from Patrick. Haven't shaved or showered as yet. Probably shouldn't have brought my phone into the bathroom.

Patrick: "Hi Allen how are man? patrick here in Texas right now still travelling deputizing. Very sorry to hear of aunt Renie's passing but the Lord is still good. Have you been able to visit PenTab yet pls try. Think you will enjoy it. Sis Verona can get Bro Ivan to give you a ride down with them and back I'm sure. He's a very nice brother let me know I'll ask him personally, okay it's long overdue. God bless you man. Keep on touch"

Me: 'Ok. Thanks Patrick. No promises about visiting Pen Tab though. I was only thinking of visiting before because you were speaking there and because you were here. Right now, the faith I belong to, the church that I attend, the doctrine that I believe, has given me peace and solace, and strength, through Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. God directed me to a particular Anglican church in 2008, and through the minister's word and the congregation's charity, sustained me...

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