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Friday July 18 2014: Paul's Birthday

"You'll be fine just trust in Lord" -Nicky

"Mr.allen not say am badaring u but am asking u whn u gaun com ova if u can Brought me 4white blouses plz for September" (a text from Samantha from St. Mary. Translates as "Mr. Allen, don't say I'm bothering you but I'm asking you when you going to come over [to St. Mary], if you can bring me 4 white blouses please for September [when school starts]). What have I got myself into, in Jesus' name? And who do I get myself out of it?

Called Paul [Hart] in the night, to wish him Happy Birthday, as I try to do every year. I've never forgotten his many acts of kindness and compassion toward me, and I think he got one of the rawest of raw deals from unimportant people at AJAS, but much more sweeter deals from God, who loves him especially and has blessed him so. And I hope he embraces it.

I won't say much about work, except to quote myself from a latenight whatsapp conversation with Nicky (who, by the way, I think, if I'm not over, I'm getting there, as she says, one step at a time): "Fear and sadness, worry and depression is lurking around the place, but because I trust in the Lord, they are not affecting me as they should." So I laugh and joke, but secretly I'm calling on, and trusting in God, my only help and salvation.

WhatsApp Message History with Nicky:

7/18/2014 11:12 PM: Nicky: Hey allen
7/18/2014 11:24 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Hey
7/18/2014 11:26 PM: Nicky: Wats up
7/18/2014 11:30 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Nothing. Fell asleep after 9 and then woke up a litte while ago
7/18/2014 11:30 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Whas up with u?
7/18/2014 11:36 PM: Nicky: I'm good
7/18/2014 11:39 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Ok
7/18/2014 11:40 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Yesterday u were great. Today not so good as yesterday?
7/18/2014 11:42 PM: Nicky: Nope im good just kinda tired
7/18/2014 11:43 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Ok. U working tomorrow?
7/18/2014 11:43 PM: Nicky: No
7/18/2014 11:44 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Good. Hopefully u'll get some rest
7/18/2014 11:48 PM: Nicky: Yup
7/18/2014 11:48 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: K
7/18/2014 11:58 PM: Nicky: U working
7/18/2014 11:59 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Yep I'm going in. I think I'm going to Drug-Serv first to get some meds, then I'm going in to work
7/18/2014 11:59 PM: Nicky: K
7/19/2014 12:00 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Yep
7/19/2014 12:05 AM: Nicky: U need the rest
7/19/2014 12:06 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Yep I know.
7/19/2014 12:11 AM: Nicky: Wat u typing
7/19/2014 12:12 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Thanks for asking that. I was typing a book, but I deleted it
7/19/2014 12:14 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: I was explaining why I wanted to go in tomorrow. Whenever we're face to face - though I don't know when that'll be - I'll just tell u why I wanted to go in today.
7/19/2014 12:18 AM: Nicky: Ok y
7/19/2014 12:20 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: No I can't bother to explain now.
7/19/2014 12:26 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: All I know I'm trying my best and the rest is up to God. To protect me. My productivity really low, even if not actually, but when its put on paper, it appears low
7/19/2014 12:26 AM: Nicky: K
7/19/2014 12:27 AM: Nicky: U'll be fine just trust in lord
7/19/2014 12:30 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: I'm going to show u part of what I wrote in my journal yesterday. It doesn't fully explain things, but bear in mind that last thing u said to me.
7/19/2014 12:30 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Its long 😊
7/19/2014 12:31 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: "The work is more than me. I'm trying to do the impossible task of bringing the CRXTN box up to date. Maudriana and Michelle are acting as its an easy thing because they brought it up to date once. One save can take you days to restore the customer fully back to service, as with Camille C., and its not up to me but other departments like Order Management and MSO, and I have to be fighting to retain a customer, I already saved, while sending e-mails, pleading with agents, etc., etc.,. And even some non-saves requires extra work, like with Shanah S., and JAMC..., when the customer still has other products and services with us, and is still experiencing other issues. Trying to resolve the other issues can take you a hour, or half-a-day, checking different accounts and phone numbers, advising the customer, explaining bills, logging faults, and subtly using years of customer service to charm them to trust you and stay. And it all goes unrewarded, unnoticed, but criticized when a log sheet shows you calling 11 people. And I spoke to God about this from early January this year and I think, again in February. But blessed is the man who trusted in the Lord (Psalm 84:12)"
7/19/2014 12:34 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: I wrote that yesterday and I know u could [not] have read it anywhere, yet the advice ur giving me is exactly the same:
7/19/2014 12:34 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: "Ull be fine just trust in lord"
7/19/2014 12:37 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: And its not the first time u'v done it, but maybe the first time I've told u.
7/19/2014 12:38 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Ur either psychic or God has a special connection with and a special love for you, which I don't know if u've embraced or acknowledged yet.
7/19/2014 12:42 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Fear and sadness, worry and depression (re my work) is lurking around the place, but because I trust in the Lord, they are not affecting me as they should.

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