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WhatsApp Message History: 9/1/2014-9/4/2014

9/1/2014 10:58 PM: Nicky: Hey

9/2/2014 5:12 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Was asleep. Gm Nicky
9/2/2014 6:05 AM: Nicky: U were tired
9/2/2014 6:05 AM: Nicky: Gm
9/2/2014 6:08 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Yep
9/2/2014 6:13 AM: Nicky: K

9/2/2014 6:59 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Have a good day @work
9/2/2014 7:12 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: I love u but I feel like they r other people around u who could be better, more beneficial friends and companions to u. I frustrate u and annoy u and as u told me once, I bring out the worst in u. So I'm stepping out of ur life as of now.
9/2/2014 7:18 AM: Nicky: î– have a great day at work don't make small stuff frustrate u
9/2/2014 7:22 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Thanks
9/2/2014 7:37 AM: Nicky: The architect ur talking about Allen I'm just a regular girl plus I'm not on the market u see I struggling to make too ends meet and be happy at the same time
9/2/2014 7:47 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: I see and know that. I would hope ur not on the market. But its the natural tendency of human beings to gravitate towards people who can assist them, not only financially but in every way, and to people who can motivate them, people who make them smile, who make them feel happy, who make them feel good to be around, who make them feel wanted and loved, who make them feel love. And I'm not talking particularly about the architect.
9/2/2014 7:48 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: You're not just a regular girl. You're a very special person.
9/2/2014 7:48 AM: Nicky: True
9/2/2014 7:50 AM: Nicky: But u use to do all that until u start focusing on diff stuff
9/2/2014 7:55 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Wow. Thanks. I'd love to get back to that point but I honestly don't know how to get back there 😞
9/2/2014 7:56 AM: Nicky: OK
9/2/2014 7:56 AM: Nicky: Lol
9/2/2014 8:03 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: 😄 u think its funny. Obviously u don't take anything I say to u seriously. That's y I can't help but love you. And I do.
9/2/2014 8:06 AM: Nicky: I cry sometimes too but it only stress me
9/2/2014 8:10 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Hush. I don't even want to picture u crying or see u crying (unless its in my arms), or see you sad. But crying is suppose to, even temporarily, relieve stress not stress u.
9/2/2014 8:10 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Btw I'm not crying. And I don't cry a lot anymore. Because u don't like it.
9/2/2014 8:11 AM: Nicky: î–
9/2/2014 8:12 AM: Nicky: Want bfast
9/2/2014 8:14 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: How would u get it? I'm going to have 2 wheat ackee loaves that I buy every tuesday and thursday in support of LIME's netball team
9/2/2014 8:15 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: But I haven't reached work yet. On a bus. By Kings House going down to HWT
9/2/2014 8:16 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: My boss and two other co-workers from my dept. on the team.
9/2/2014 8:16 AM: Nicky: Buying crackers and cheese
9/2/2014 8:16 AM: Nicky: Would love that thou u too far away
9/2/2014 8:18 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Right. And its ordered from yesterday, so I'd have to give u one and take one and they take too long to bring it.
9/2/2014 8:18 AM: Nicky: Yh
9/2/2014 8:19 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Sometimes I end up having to buy breakfast for $280 or use a lunch ticket and buy a fruit plate or a sandwich for $2
9/2/2014 8:26 AM: Nicky: Lucky u
9/2/2014 8:29 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: And the sandwich or the fruitplate or the wrap for $2 with a lunch ticket comes with a soup at lunch
9/2/2014 8:31 AM: Nicky: Ok
9/2/2014 8:31 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Which is good but means if u use a tkt for breakfast and a tkt for lunch, ur out of tkts by the end of the month

9/2/2014 11:50 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Want lunch?
9/2/2014 12:05 PM: Nicky: Ok
9/2/2014 12:06 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Where must I meet u?
9/2/2014 12:07 PM: Nicky: Im good
9/2/2014 12:07 PM: Nicky: Gonna take u a while to get here
9/2/2014 12:15 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Ok

9/2/2014 9:21 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: I still feel the same way I felt this morning that we need to take a permanent break from each other. No malice. If we see each other on the street we can hail up each other.
9/2/2014 9:21 PM: Nicky: OK allen
9/2/2014 9:22 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: K
9/2/2014 9:27 PM: Nicky: Y all this now
9/2/2014 9:57 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Its not going forward, not even standing still and stable. Its like its going backways: our friendship. Its not growing. Its dying.
9/2/2014 9:57 PM: Nicky: Cause ur looking for sexual stuff
9/2/2014 9:58 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: I just reached home. Had the phone off and in my socks
9/2/2014 9:58 PM: Nicky: I understand
9/2/2014 9:58 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: I don't think so but I may be guilty of looking for romantic stuff
9/2/2014 9:59 PM: Nicky: OK I'm sorry
9/2/2014 10:00 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: But is sexual stuff impossible between us now? Because that always seemed like something that could happen. But has it gone so bad.
9/2/2014 10:00 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: ?
9/2/2014 10:09 PM: Nicky: Allen u have shown me that because u think u can buy ur way through women u can do that with me
9/2/2014 10:10 PM: Nicky: I listen u keenly and figure that's wat u trying to do bribe ur way through
9/2/2014 10:16 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: If that's what u think then so be it. Maybe I have to look at myself and see if that's what I'm doing. In terms of Ann, I can only ever remember putting a $1000 in her hand to pay her taxi fare. I've known Deon for awhile and been friends with her since January, I can't remember giving her more than $5000 and that included $3000 for her birthday recently.
9/2/2014 10:16 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: I don't remember giving S. any money. She has given me $3000 though.
9/2/2014 10:18 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: I can't remember giving Sophia any money. Or J. Or R. I gave Michelle $2500 to see the doctor.
9/2/2014 10:20 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: The long and short of it, is yes I been kind to people. But I don't remember giving anyone more than $3000 at any one time except you.
9/2/2014 10:23 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: I guess I was a fool to try to help you when I could and even when I couldn't. But I'd be more of a fool if I thought I could buy ur love.
9/2/2014 10:28 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: I really dislike u right now and u don't have to worry about me trying to bribe my way through because I'm out of ur life right now. I had said, no malice, but I change my mind. If you see me on the road don't call to me. I'm not that desperate to try buy someone's love. I was just being kind to you. Goodbye.
9/2/2014 10:28 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: And I'm blocking you forever. <expletive deleted> forget about me.
9/2/2014 10:29 PM: Nicky: 😆
9/2/2014 10:30 PM: Nicky: The truth hurts
9/2/2014 10:31 PM: Nicky: I must be a poor ass negro bout u helping me out
9/2/2014 10:33 PM: Nicky: Allen I'm tired too OK but I can't get upset right now OK u on ur own do wat ever makes u happy
9/2/2014 10:53 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: I had my suspicions abt u because I really don't trust anyone. But 2night u proved that my suspicions were right and that everything people warned me abt regarding u was correct.
9/2/2014 10:55 PM: Nicky: Allen plz
9/2/2014 10:55 PM: Nicky: How HV I done that
9/2/2014 10:55 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Maybe I never assisted you. Maybe I was foolishly buying ur love. Maybe I never loved you. Because if I truly loved u, it couldn't so easily turn to hate now that I'm finally seeing the real u.
9/2/2014 10:59 PM: Nicky: OK good thank god ur seeing the light
9/2/2014 10:59 PM: Nicky: Praise the lord
9/2/2014 11:00 PM: Nicky: Anyway not going to argue with u now so do war ever ur friends say
9/2/2014 11:00 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Yep I don't know how I let u fool me and lead me on so long
9/2/2014 11:00 PM: Nicky: Orite bad no good
9/2/2014 11:02 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Don't know what ur saying
9/2/2014 11:02 PM: Nicky: Don't worry not important
9/2/2014 11:07 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Ok
9/2/2014 11:13 PM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Now we can both get on with our lives. I have more important things to do than following behind u and I'm sure u do as well
9/2/2014 11:23 PM: Nicky: My life never stop Allen wat I have no regrets in life PR I at least try to Learn from every situation
9/2/2014 11:29 PM: Nicky: Jealousy is ur problem

9/3/2014 5:05 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: I'm not jealous. I would have to be with you in some way to be jealous.
9/3/2014 5:06 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Or that's how I see it.
9/3/2014 5:19 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: This is the problem though and I've told you already. When u speak to me about me its always all about my faults, the things that are bad about me, the things u don't like about me; in ur eyes there is nothing good about me (and the things u'v written tonight show that).
9/3/2014 5:23 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: But when u talk about other men in ur life, though they may have a one fault, other than that u saw some wonderful things about them, and there are so many good and great things about them that make up for that one fault.
9/3/2014 5:26 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: Its not jealousy really nor envy. I feel small and I feel like nothing. I can't compare or come near to any one in your life.
9/3/2014 5:37 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: That's y it hurts me when u say I was buying ur love. I don't have money like Corney, or Oren, or an architect or a lawyer or anybody in ur life. Why would I think I could buy ur love. I'm a poor man Nicky. I have nothing. God has brought me low.
9/3/2014 5:51 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: u claimed more than once that u wanted us to have sex but I know u never meant it, because u don't see me that way. But if I was to go by ur words, if u'd sleep with me who you see no good in, why wouldn't you sleep with a man you like, even if he is married. U told me more than once that the only reason u think u want to sleep with me is because u haven't done it for a long time, and if that's the case, then any man can do. From last friday you've been seeing the architect. Maybe u've even slept with him already. Maybe ur thinking about it. But I'm giving u the time and space to pursue who or whatever u want. Its not jealousy. Or I wouldn't be stepping out of ur life. But I am stepping out of ur life.
9/3/2014 5:57 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: And just like how u think I was buying ur love, I think ur only interested in men for what they can do for u. U didn't have me around for the big things but for the small things. Don't think I didn't realize that when I didn't see u for a month, I had told u b4 that I was going to be going thru a tough period. And that's y I always try to have money on me when I see u because if I can't provide the small stuff u usually get miserable and we have a bad evening.
9/3/2014 5:58 AM: Allen Roy MacPherson: I don't usually allow myself to get ...
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