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*~post natal depression~*

In a turbulent world, no one else can see,
An unfamiliar place of misery.
Confusion erases my name from my mind,
Terror and hopelessness is all I can find.
Ignorant comments reap frustration and pain,
Would I ever be in their world, ever again?
Afraid to hold him, afraid I would fall,
Off the moving carpet which is still to all.
Disturbance dictated, sweat smeared my palms,
I want to hold him steady in my arms.
Howling in anguish for I can not cry,
Irrational grieving, no reasons why.
Phobic of everything and anyone near,
In a time of ruin, torment and fear.
Morbid anxiety takes hold of me strong,
I delivered a child, I did nothing wrong.
Safely in my heart I cherish him with care,
I’m a mother in turmoil of total despair.
My life is taken to a traumatic hell,
Painful to recall, painful to tell,
As far as you can fall, is as far as I fell,

My baby I miss – in a world of depression.

Tears from a mother,


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